Tricia Dishes

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Merry Christmas soon!!

Okay, I have to tell you. I had an UNPROVOKED attack by Lionel Ritchie in the women's bathroom at the casino I work at. Really. There I was, uh-hem, in a stall, and HELLO, IS IT ME YOU'RE LOOKING FOR came on the loudspeaker. Now, they usually play great music, mostly eighties so we are usually bebopping around, singing the songs (I mean, who CAN'T sing "wake me up, before I go go" or "I'm walking on sunshine, yeah"?)
So, Lionel has me trapped and THE WOMAN IN ANOTHER STALL STARTED SINGING ALONG WITH IT!!!!OH MY GOSH, A DOUBLE DOSE!!!!! I honestly think a Wham song was after that, so my palate, so to speak, was cleaned.
Tonight Linda and I went to see Twilight, the movie about vampires. It was my second time and BOY, had I forgotten a lot about it, but it was Linda's FOURTH time to see it!! It is a highly enjoyable movie. I recommend it. Now tomorrow, my plans are to go see The Day the Earth Stood Still starring Ted and Neo as an alien dude. Then the next day I am going to see Four Christmases. I am making up for last year!!!!
WEll, this is a short post. Less than two weeks from now I will be in Cape May, NJ celebrating the holiday with Christopher, Katie, and the Cutshalls. It will be grand!!

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

December 2, 2008

Well, what a day. I cannot even believe that a year has gone by without my sweet David. I decorated his grave today, well, all but the little Christmas tree that I left at the house unintentionally. I'll do that later on this week.
I have been all right except for the spasming in my face. That is how my tension and grief are manifesting themselves. It really feels like someone got a cheese grater and just went to town on the inside of my cheeks!!!!! At least I was off today. I hope that tomorrow the mouth issues will be less.
Read Erica's post. She has written everything that I cannot. I love David so much.
At work a young woman, out of the clear blue sky, asked me if I was going to marry again! WHAT? David is still with me. She was just wondering, since I am not a senior citizen yet. I told her that I didn't know. I don't know what is in the future for me. Hopefully, pain free cheeks are, but other than that, I don't know. It's weird. I am DAVID'S wife, how could I ever be anyone else's? But he would want me to find love again because I would want HIM to find love again if the situation was reversed. I just don't know.
That's all I can say right now. I am tired and think I need to go to bed. I mean, it is after 8 p.m.!!! I have become my mother!!!!!!!!!
I love everyone and the fact that they love our family. Thank you.